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Alcoholism, and similar life-destroying addictions like gambling or long-term opioid usage, are sometimes more a symptom than the disease. They form the illusion of an escape. But an escape from what? What/who do you fear ?
You know trauma is usually caused by being assaulted by shit people ...

There's no "quick fix" but you could try your luck with TRE and psychedelic therapy. This is not a foolproof method and you'll probably need a big dose which will be a difficult experience. There have been cases when depressed people (often accidentally) took a massive overdose of psychedelics and ...

Btw sorry if that post was hard to read. Not because it was too emotional but because of weird formatting. I've had people complain about that. I could spell check with AI but I refuse to do that. I'm actually pretty bright but the trauma dumbs me down.

I think now's a good time to stop posting. I ...

Incredible to read through every experience on this thread.

I hate alcohol as much as it is possible and yet it's like savia. It somehow, in small(ish) doses facilitates me as a functional being while shoving me downward and shipwrecking my life, health and relationships-wise. I have a long and ...

Ah well, I'm drunk again. I can't for the life of me understand why people are as horrible as they seem to be.

I guess I could elaborate but it would be of no use.

Stop blaming others!!! You are responsible for all your own anguish!!!

Yeah okay. I'm assuming you would tell that to a woman in ...

I'll prefer to listen to music on a really good set of speakers in a really good room over headphones any day. Sure, with a good pair of headphones it's easier to hear the very fine details of the recording, but I prefer the physicality that comes with the experience of a good pair of speakers in a ...

Oh man. I slipped up with my sobriety after 36 days, for pragmatic reasons. I had been putting off doing something for too long and it was about to cause problems so I bought some wine and got it over with. I remember those first days when I thought I'd never get over the need to drink but after 20 ...

Feels good to be from a gigachad country. Did your home country make it? 10+ rankings excluded of course

akirako wrote:I can't handle The Campfire Headphase, it terrifies me way more than any of their other albums.

Are you memeing? Yeah satanic backmasking, fever dream replications, child exploiting cult leaders, demonic mind control ain’t shit. It’s dayvan cowboys and sports car fantasies where the real horror is

All I can say is that the cover fits the tunes. The color scheme is quite warm and the people in it seem to be enjoying themselves so it fits the happier songs too. If they put a zombie kid or something there it would be a terrible fit for most of the tunes. I think even the Beatty graphics used for ...

Give me a break. If you want to have some sophisticated anti-religious philosophy there are better ways to do it. I’m sure they have some cute definition for the movement that sounds noble and great. So does everyone. You’ll find the most self-absorbed person will call themselves ”empathetic ...

I think on past listens I've undervalued how emotionally charged that prayer is. The speaker was probably not being phony at all and wholeheartedly believed in what he was saying, even if it sounds a bit commercial. It is a powerful sample and they did some impressive processing on it too, I was ...

I think they've said that they'd make music even if nobody was listening because it's their passion. I can still hear that on Inferno. Some people said it sounded like uninspired contrived fan service, which could happen to aging artists. I'm not hearing that. I used to make music just for fun and ...

Also a pretty big fan of the tactile experience of it. Like, I don't NEED to have any of my music on any kind of physical media at all. The main thing I like about tapes is the physical experience of them. They way they look on the shelf, their size and form factor, the way it feels to handle them ...

> Why can't you bring that same PINGAS home?
I don't think that's what the lord wants me to do now

Lmao. "Well, I hardly believe that your own spaghetti or PINGAS or DINNER could be your enemy!"

I'll stop now. I am not 18 anymore. :lol:
Imagine if they’re literally nostalgizing early Youtube ...

Röyksopp actually did release ”Junior” and then ”Senior” the next year. Two guys, chillout electronic music, the parallels are there.

I really doubt they’ll do a duology though but I wonder how they would announce the second part. A year seems too soon for a new Boards album. I wonder if at this ...

It’s a Mike solo track right? Something something maybe the real Mabus was the Marcus who stopped making music along the way. He’s praying for Marcus to return and save the band. He bore Mike’s sin of playing too much guitar on TCH

(Or whatever)

I wonder how much significance the samples have. I think BoC have always had a knack for sound bites that are phonetically interesting but meaningless. "Orange! Yeah that's right!"

It's a conspiracy theorist trying rearrange letters in "Usama" to prove Bin Laden was some kind of antichrist? That's ...

Oh God you mean like those Beatles tribute bands where they have the haircuts and suits and everything? But with beanies, North Face jackets and CRT TVs?

That's one way to make sure Mike and Marcus go back to releasing exclusively to 5 friends I guess

99% likely you say? I'm not sure if anyone knows XCOM but this is like the go-to meme for those who have played the game enough



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