Thee Post When Your High Thread

Evrox · Post by **Evrox** » Sat Nov 10, 2012 11:01 pm

stoned and listening to autechre - tri repetae = wow!

Jonse · Post by **Jonse** » Sun Nov 11, 2012 7:28 pm

Holy SHIT.

mechanismj · Post by **mechanismj** » Mon Nov 12, 2012 6:59 am

Man, I wish I had some cereal.

Amo Bishop Roden · Post by **Amo Bishop Roden** » Tue Nov 13, 2012 5:43 am

This is my first swing at real poetry, I'm usually more of a prose writer.
Please be kind

piss-drunk
and horny
screaming self-indulgence from the
young mind
radiates a grey thick
fuzz-fuck of a
distortion
cloud
thrashing, screaming, crying
out for
brother and sister
to hear the primal jungle-call
and raise their hands
and join their bodies
to feel
and know
and understand
if only for a minute
the rhythmic, warm
pulse
of the artist

harpoon dodger · Post by **harpoon dodger** » Tue Nov 13, 2012 9:53 pm

Α and Ω, some bag o schwag called Grape Escape. Blazed as awesome hell! And I'm positive Grape Escape was a board game from the 90s my brother had involving Play-Do grapes and Mousetrap-style deathtraps for them....<runs>

louise · Post by **louise** » Sun Dec 02, 2012 5:50 pm

managed to source a large amount of codeine. i could quite happily live on a constant supply of this stuff...

Jonse · Post by **Jonse** » Sun Dec 02, 2012 9:50 pm

louise wrote:managed to source a large amount of codeine. i could quite happily live on a constant supply of this stuff...

That's what everyone says...

...then tolerance sets in.

louise · Post by **louise** » Sun Dec 02, 2012 9:54 pm

Rodheh wrote:
louise wrote:managed to source a large amount of codeine. i could quite happily live on a constant supply of this stuff...
That's what everyone says...

...then tolerance sets in.

or liver damage. done it.x

TaoTapeTao · Post by **TaoTapeTao** » Sun Dec 02, 2012 10:48 pm

I had a dream I ate mushrooms last night... does that count?

Also don't mix cocaine, amyl nitrate, ketamine, and alcohol together. I made that terrible mistake this weekend.

CedeSylphic · Post by **CedeSylphic** » Mon Dec 03, 2012 2:23 am

listening to the orb's album the dream is great while smokin da herb

Jonse · Post by **Jonse** » Mon Dec 03, 2012 7:32 am

TaoTapeTao wrote:I had a dream I ate mushrooms last night... does that count?

Also don't mix cocaine, amyl nitrate, ketamine, and alcohol together. I made that terrible mistake this weekend.

Throwing K in with anything other than more K seems to me like a very bad idea.

TaoTapeTao · Post by **TaoTapeTao** » Mon Dec 03, 2012 8:22 am

Rodheh wrote:
TaoTapeTao wrote:I had a dream I ate mushrooms last night... does that count?

Also don't mix cocaine, amyl nitrate, ketamine, and alcohol together. I made that terrible mistake this weekend.
Throwing K in with anything other than more K seems to me like a very bad idea.

I can say it wasn't very pleasant. Well amyl nitrate actually combines well with a lot of dissociatives/psychedelics.. it warps time. But I was at a party and it got to the point that I couldn't move or speak coherently... Then I somehow ended up in my room listening to DJ Shadow which was glorious.

Amo Bishop Roden · Post by **Amo Bishop Roden** » Sun Dec 09, 2012 8:16 am

Holy shit. 6-APB.

My whole life was a lie. I've let go of emotions I bottled up so long ago I forgot I still held them. I feel... amazing, despite the pain of everything I've forced up.

Absolutely incredible, the therapeutic potential of this chemical. It's far beyond any traditional psychedelic or psychoactive I've experienced to date.

I have an overwhelming feeling that everything is going to be okay, and that anything that's not okay is that way for a reason, and simply beckons for further understanding. I'm legitimately hopeful for the future and comfortable with the present, and that's something that's been quite foreign to me some time.

Better living through chemistry.

TaoTapeTao · Post by **TaoTapeTao** » Wed Dec 12, 2012 6:09 am

Unending euphoria euphoria euphoria with concerta (methylphenidate) and unending clarity! I can listen to music, type this essay, and be absolutely content.

I believe seriously, well essentially I know for a fact I have "ADD", yes that nonsense word, as normally I forget things a lot, get distracted, only focus on what grips my attention, obsess/fixate over specific things, and find it hard to sit down and cohere/organize my thoughts easily unless I'm in the mood. I'm not usually a supporter of prescription anything but right now this is doing exactly what I need it to. I've never been so damned lucid!

Jonse · Post by **Jonse** » Thu Dec 13, 2012 12:19 am

I know the feel with the stimulants, TaoTapeTao.

I can say that really, genuinely, Amphetamine has saved my life. For real. My Adderall script brought me back from a dark void of depression, apathy and obsession.

The stimulant prescriptions are ones I can support (along with Z-drugs). If taken appropriately, these things enhance so many people's lives and throw some euphoria on top of it, something medications such as SSRIs seem to fail to do for so many people. Done with that shit, just done with it. Some medications are out there to do nothing but control you (Paxil, anyone?). They take so long to work that you become dependent upon them by the time you feel it. It's good for a while, but then you need more, and more, and more. Eventually you want to stop and it's a horrific experience to get off of them. By the time they clear your system and you've been off of them for a while, you begin to realize that you never did have any sort of benefit. You felt this way before. They just brought you down and then brought you back up partially to fool you. Could be using something more effective. Better yet, you could be using something like cannabis or a psychedelic, or something like MDMA and feel pure love...you know, to really ENHANCE your life.

Gotta keep everyone on those anti-depressants though, because apparently nature is bad and 70-90% of pharmaceutical companies only care about money.

Sorry for the lengthy rant, heh. As one might assume I am, indeed, feeling a bit high

CedeSylphic · Post by **CedeSylphic** » Thu Dec 13, 2012 11:36 pm

Rodheh wrote:Could be using something more effective. Better yet, you could be using something like cannabis or a psychedelic, or something like MDMA and feel pure love...you know, to really ENHANCE your life.

i agree mushrooms have truly bettered my life and pot is great medicine too... ive read good things about molly having antidepressant qualities, which is great cause big pharma antidepressant's are fuckin wack

The Friendly Stranger · Wed Jan 02, 2013 11:39 pm

This is my first venture into this thread. I'm only beginning to discover the magic of chemistry at the age of 25, I think due to increasing confidence in myself and also getting to know some new friends who I can really trust.

So, I tried MDMA for the first time this new year. Wow. I've never felt so connected to people around me as I did in that experience. It hit my friends just before me so I was feeling a little suspicious of the situation as they just put on some tunes and danced. It was a little too spontaneous and being aware that it was my first time they were all asking if I was ok, which while comforting made me doubt if everything was alright. But then it crept up on me and everything was perfect. Nothing mattered except that moment and the people I was sharing it with. I had two bumps and probably didn't need the second (apparently I was monging out a bit) but it was just the most amazing high.

I don't even feel any need to take it again. I'm sure I will but I'm not sure it would ever match that night. It was really special. Anyway, not the most interesting post but I just felt like I had to share the love

TaoTapeTao · Post by **TaoTapeTao** » Fri Jan 04, 2013 9:08 pm

Rodheh wrote:I know the feel with the stimulants, TaoTapeTao.

I can say that really, genuinely, Amphetamine has saved my life. For real. My Adderall script brought me back from a dark void of depression, apathy and obsession.

The stimulant prescriptions are ones I can support (along with Z-drugs). If taken appropriately, these things enhance so many people's lives and throw some euphoria on top of it, something medications such as SSRIs seem to fail to do for so many people. Done with that shit, just done with it. Some medications are out there to do nothing but control you (Paxil, anyone?). They take so long to work that you become dependent upon them by the time you feel it. It's good for a while, but then you need more, and more, and more. Eventually you want to stop and it's a horrific experience to get off of them. By the time they clear your system and you've been off of them for a while, you begin to realize that you never did have any sort of benefit. You felt this way before. They just brought you down and then brought you back up partially to fool you. Could be using something more effective. Better yet, you could be using something like cannabis or a psychedelic, or something like MDMA and feel pure love...you know, to really ENHANCE your life.

Gotta keep everyone on those anti-depressants though, because apparently nature is bad and 70-90% of pharmaceutical companies only care about money.

Sorry for the lengthy rant, heh. As one might assume I am, indeed, feeling a bit high

Yeah I agree- but there's that window of dependency that irks me with ritalin/speed and although it did make me very lucid and organized it also outlined the fact that I should have the ability to do all these things without the drugs as well... but come lengthy college essays I will probably be taking that again lol.

But it's the same with psychedelics with me too. I fucking love them but there is a boundary of dependence on their profound effects and realizations. I have to remind myself to respect them and not rely on them to see the beauty in the world around me.

TaoTapeTao · Post by **TaoTapeTao** » Fri Jan 04, 2013 9:09 pm

The Friendly Stranger wrote:This is my first venture into this thread. I'm only beginning to discover the magic of chemistry at the age of 25, I think due to increasing confidence in myself and also getting to know some new friends who I can really trust.

So, I tried MDMA for the first time this new year. Wow. I've never felt so connected to people around me as I did in that experience. It hit my friends just before me so I was feeling a little suspicious of the situation as they just put on some tunes and danced. It was a little too spontaneous and being aware that it was my first time they were all asking if I was ok, which while comforting made me doubt if everything was alright. But then it crept up on me and everything was perfect. Nothing mattered except that moment and the people I was sharing it with. I had two bumps and probably didn't need the second (apparently I was monging out a bit) but it was just the most amazing high.

I don't even feel any need to take it again. I'm sure I will but I'm not sure it would ever match that night. It was really special. Anyway, not the most interesting post but I just felt like I had to share the love

psst... you should try a psychedelic or two. A low dose of mushrooms would probably be amazing.

Jonse · Post by **Jonse** » Sun Jan 20, 2013 8:13 pm

I feel FANTASTIC.