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aperture wrote:"..but let's be clear about this. There's final hits and final hits. What kind was this to be?"

I love this track (and the movie of course) so incredibly much! There's a great fan video for it, one of my favourites on Youtube right now for sure:

This thread's been a bit dormant, huh?

Turns out regular old codeine is stronger than I thought.

That was earlier, that's all gone now (the pain relief) - enjoying (somewhat) my evening, or early morning rather with 30mg diazepam (Valium) - shit that got me off Ambien. Praise the likely nonexistent lord. Planning to taper that shortly. I am now dependent on nothing but my Prozac. Hooray!

Basefree wrote:

aperture wrote:"..but let's be clear about this. There's final hits and final hits. What kind was this to be?"

I love this track (and the movie of course) so incredibly much! There's a great fan video for it, one of my favourites on Youtube right now for sure:

That is great. I get the urge to watch this movie about once a year on average. It's like a purge of some kind. Fortunately it's not quite on this level.

And congrats, Rodheh. Was actually just given Valium for the first time and am a little nervous about that. Not that it isn't enjoyable.

Yo sup. Been a really stressful month. I really just needed to get stoned today and look at graffiti of 80s cartoon characters

^^ that 80's artwork is amazing rainier!

Smoked a nice bowl of some indoor haze not to long ago..unwinding from last night's beer drinkage + DXM use lol...fun times. Needless to say, don't watch Oldboy at like 5AM while twisted unless you'e into that and for a up lot of amazing confusion, violence and craziness. Awesome flick! Catching a train back to Ottawa in about an hour, then more celebrations tonight for friend's birthdays.

harpoon dodger wrote:

Aerial Boundaries wrote:

harpoon dodger wrote:Well, soon I'll know what Reach for the Dead sounds like on 0.96g of mushrooms

Wish I had more, but it was the remnants of the bag I had this weekend celebrating my birthday..must save my LSD for Tomorrow's Harvest release








Maybe

Will 0.9 g dried even affect you? haha. Takes most people 1.5 to even feel anything

Yes it will, and yes it did! However, the trip will be significantly shorter, more body buzz and less/very little visual hallucination. With potent enough mush, you can get high from small amounts..I am talking from experience. One night a couple years back a friend and I did about 0.5-0.7 each of shake from the bottom of a dealer friend's bag, and I was high within less than 30 mins, giggling and tingly with excitement.

The same effects were felt last night. I ate it around 12:15AM, and I started feeling the come up around 12:30-12:35...which kinda freaked me out a little. I assume it hit me fast because I hadn't eaten barely anything yesterday. Within about 20 minutes after that I was in the zone, giddy, glowing and laughing at my friend I was texting. I then decided to put on Reach for the Dead...and HOLY FUCK

It was a religious experience...to say the least. I was lost in a sea of bliss, content with the world and myself. All in all, not a bad little midnight trip...of course, when I do mush I prefer to do 1.5-3 grams because of my tolerance but like I said I only had a bit less than a gram, and what else was I gonna do with it

Tomorrow's Harvest is going to rock my socks on psychedelics, that much I know!

Yes very true- I'm a bit nervous when dosing with mushies that I'm not familiar with- I think the common dose idea can be a misconception (standard dose= 1.75-3.5 grams). Every time I've done em the potency is always way different. Sometimes a gram gets you giddy, sometimes it destroys your ego entirely. I had these mushies where I took maybe .6 and had an existential nightmare trip and then another crazy psychedelic experience with the same amount.

I've never actually eaten more than like 2.8 in one sitting.

I've been in so much pain lately from chronic illness, which has been triggered by stress. I wont go into detail, but I've been under a lot of stress for the last little while. Good thing I have these codeine pills to make things a bit better. So here I am buzzed on codeine, feeling not too bad. I think I might watch a good movie or something.

747Music wrote:I've been in so much pain lately from chronic illness, which has been triggered by stress. I wont go into detail, but I've been under a lot of stress for the last little while. Good thing I have these codeine pills to make things a bit better. So here I am buzzed on codeine, feeling not too bad. I think I might watch a good movie or something.

Hey man, me too!

By Hydrocodone is better.

TaoTapeTao wrote:

harpoon dodger wrote:

Aerial Boundaries wrote: Will 0.9 g dried even affect you? haha. Takes most people 1.5 to even feel anything

Yes it will, and yes it did! However, the trip will be significantly shorter, more body buzz and less/very little visual hallucination. With potent enough mush, you can get high from small amounts..I am talking from experience. One night a couple years back a friend and I did about 0.5-0.7 each of shake from the bottom of a dealer friend's bag, and I was high within less than 30 mins, giggling and tingly with excitement.

The same effects were felt last night. I ate it around 12:15AM, and I started feeling the come up around 12:30-12:35...which kinda freaked me out a little. I assume it hit me fast because I hadn't eaten barely anything yesterday. Within about 20 minutes after that I was in the zone, giddy, glowing and laughing at my friend I was texting. I then decided to put on Reach for the Dead...and HOLY FUCK

It was a religious experience...to say the least. I was lost in a sea of bliss, content with the world and myself. All in all, not a bad little midnight trip...of course, when I do mush I prefer to do 1.5-3 grams because of my tolerance but like I said I only had a bit less than a gram, and what else was I gonna do with it

Tomorrow's Harvest is going to rock my socks on psychedelics, that much I know!

Yes very true- I'm a bit nervous when dosing with mushies that I'm not familiar with- I think the common dose idea can be a misconception (standard dose= 1.75-3.5 grams). Every time I've done em the potency is always way different. Sometimes a gram gets you giddy, sometimes it destroys your ego entirely. I had these mushies where I took maybe .6 and had an existential nightmare trip and then another crazy psychedelic experience with the same amount.

I've never actually eaten more than like 2.8 in one sitting.

Right on dude. My most in one go would be 3 or 3.5..although, there have been times where I've consumed a quarter in a night, eating more and more as the night progresses. Usually friends are involved lol. Agreed with everything you said - ego death is a helluva thing! My first mush trip set the stage for the rest of..well everything psych related. It was a nightmarish trip, my first. This was back in 2007, and needless to say it did NOT scare me off doing mush again! If anything, I couldn't wait til my next trip. I've probably only had about 4 "bad" trips in my life, and they weren't totally life destroying. Hoping to trip again soon! Got some pure DXM powder I might try out later today..

That's the same with me for mushies! The first time I did em I ate right around 2.6 or so thinking that would be a relatively middle dose but WOW I was wrong. It literally shifted gears 40 minutes into it and I sat in my friends room trying get a grip on what was going on but it was impossible and my friends and I were all stuck in one big thought loop and I thought I was dying a few times and then it just got so overwhelming and terrifying that I closed my eyes and laid down and I did this for so long I started to drift and entirely forgot about myself and who I was and was just floating in this beautiful primordial space... I did this for a good hour without having a single thought and eventually I opened my eyes and was surprised that I was still the same me, sitting in the same room with the same people. The weirder thing is everyone else experienced the same thing and we spent a good while flipping out about how we all were feeling all the same things simultaneously. It was after the trip was over that I realized we all followed the typical ego dissolution thing to a T and had all the typical symptoms lol. In retrospect it was nightmarish at times but also beautiful. Part of me wants to go back to that space but part of me also knows how terrifying and how much of a burden it can be.

TaoTapeTao wrote:That's the same with me for mushies! The first time I did em I ate right around 2.6 or so thinking that would be a relatively middle dose but WOW I was wrong. It literally shifted gears 40 minutes into it and I sat in my friends room trying get a grip on what was going on but it was impossible and my friends and I were all stuck in one big thought loop and I thought I was dying a few times and then it just got so overwhelming and terrifying that I closed my eyes and laid down and I did this for so long I started to drift and entirely forgot about myself and who I was and was just floating in this beautiful primordial space... I did this for a good hour without having a single thought and eventually I opened my eyes and was surprised that I was still the same me, sitting in the same room with the same people. The weirder thing is everyone else experienced the same thing and we spent a good while flipping out about how we all were feeling all the same things simultaneously. It was after the trip was over that I realized we all followed the typical ego dissolution thing to a T and had all the typical symptoms lol. In retrospect it was nightmarish at times but also beautiful. Part of me wants to go back to that space but part of me also knows how terrifying and how much of a burden it can be.

Amen. My "bad" trips (on both mushrooms and acid on different occaisions) have all followed this sort of pattern! That's so odd, shared drug experiences always make me think. I def have been in that "primordial space" you speak of, and then suddenly come back to reality to find you haven't moved or gone anywhere in the first place. It's so magical. I also would love to rediscover it but like you said - it can be a terrifying weight to bear!

On a side note, I took a cap of the DXM last night..and WOW it was awesome. I'm well versed in the stuff, don't get me wrong..hadn't done it in a long time though, and this 300-400mg of pure rocked my soul for a good 5-6 hours and left me glowing til a few hours ago in fact. Gonna have to listen to TH next dose!

harpoon dodger wrote:Amen. My "bad" trips (on both mushrooms and acid on different occaisions) have all followed this sort of pattern! That's so odd, shared drug experiences always make me think. I def have been in that "primordial space" you speak of, and then suddenly come back to reality to find you haven't moved or gone anywhere in the first place. It's so magical. I also would love to rediscover it but like you said - it can be a terrifying weight to bear!

On a side note, I took a cap of the DXM last night..and WOW it was awesome. I'm well versed in the stuff, don't get me wrong..hadn't done it in a long time though, and this 300-400mg of pure rocked my soul for a good 5-6 hours and left me glowing til a few hours ago in fact. Gonna have to listen to TH next dose!

I've never done DXM but once and all I really got from it was slight dissociative thoughts and slurred speech and got real high when we blazed on it. I have no way of knowing how much I took really, my buddies mixed in a couple boxes with some sprite in a 2 liter shared with a couple kids. My question- is it worth trying? Also what's a good DXM experience like..?

Got stoned and listened to reach for the dead and looked at the moon in the middle of a cornfield. Also god bless hoodie weather.

Ps that alf + heathcliff graffiti is still doing it for me

Took mxe the other day... was weird and dissociative. Going to take some more and experiment with it a bit probably.

I followed an angel here! Been lookin high and low for this thread. She may have even woke me up and saved me. Kind of strange. I know I sound crazy. Anyway.

I fell asleep high because I hadn't eaten all day and my meds are way too strong for me!

Which is good! -in my case- Unless you're starving and fall asleep.

Well,

I was stuck in the worst nightmare! I always have nightmares but this was just horrible. I still have that looming ominous feeling that I can't shake. I'm just scared. Anyway. I wish so badly that I had some herb. Or some food. Guess I'm just not in a happy place in my life right now. I don't expect to have great dreams but damn, wtf just happened.

Moments ago I was in Thailand (in my dream) getting arrested for a pipe that barely had any resin in it. I was going to be in jail for weeks and my ex girlfriend (we separated in 2001!) She was there. She didn't give a fuck and had found somewhere to stay with some new dude. I was so scared and alone.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. This woman haunts my dreams still. I can't fucking take it! -looks around for beer or something- .................. nope, I'm fucked.

Okay, now I'm just getting mad. I feel like an idiot. Why can't I turn my nightmares off? WHY?

I promise the next time I post here I'll be in a better state of mind!

rainier wrote:Got stoned and listened to reach for the dead and looked at the moon in the middle of a cornfield. Also god bless hoodie weather.

Ps that alf + heathcliff graffiti is still doing it for me

I like this entire post! It makes me happy, I'm gonna peak at the moon right now to feel better.

Please tell me more about this alf/heathcliff graffiti, my interest is piqued. Damn that's some nostalgic shit!

P.S. I just looked for the moon, I barely found her. She is Waxing Gibbous (almost full). I feel dorky but, that song from 'An American Tail' came to mind. Fuck it, I'll post the lyrics because, yeah, I'm a dork. -

Somewhere out there,
beneath the pale moonlight,
someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight.

Somewhere out there,
someone's saying a prayer,
that we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there.

And even though I know how very far apart we are,
it helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star.

And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby,
it helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky.

Somewhere out there,
if love can see us through,
then we'll be together, somewhere out there,
out where dreams come true.

Haha. Now I'm

rainier wrote:Yo sup. Been a really stressful month. I really just needed to get stoned today and look at graffiti of 80s cartoon characters

Ah, I scrolled up and now I see what you mean! Those shows are old school! What a trip!

When I'm stoned/bored one of my favorite things to google is like "________ graffiti", like whatever random thing I have on my mind. Initially I got it into my head look up Danger Mouse graffiti, of all things, which actually there's a fair amount of, but then I got Heathcliff in my head and found that gem.

I guess I was thinking about the catillac cats from heathcliff and was like "I bet they were hella into graff". They were mad street.

rainier wrote:When I'm stoned/bored one of my favorite things to google is like "________ graffiti", like whatever random thing I have on my mind. Initially I got it into my head look up Danger Mouse graffiti, of all things, which actually there's a fair amount of, but then I got Heathcliff in my head and found that gem.

I guess I was thinking about the catillac cats from heathcliff and was like "I bet they were hella into graff". They were mad street.

Whatever you do, DONT GOOGLE RAINBOW GRAFFITI! lol, or rainbow anything for that matter.



No, I'm kidding, I do it all the time! That's how I get all the good shit to come up and get stuck looking at pictures for HOURS!



I've googled rainbow hair, rainbow makeup, etc. I think I'm obsessed wit rainbows because of rainbow brite and shit. It's just when I grew up. Rainbow things galore!





Oh and care bears. Ha! -Don't Hate- yeah im a dork

This dude is a cutie >



-Danger Mouse Graffiti brought up a ton of cool shit!-

For real??????????? I Love The Catillac Cats! & Heathcliff!

I kind of have a rainbow problem, like an addiction or something. I have to make a concerted effort to not put rainbow gradients in my drawings. I've switched it up to NEON rainbows lately though.

I fucking loved rainbow brite as a kid. Had thee best rainbow brite halloween costume my mom made, thought about being rainbow brite again this year. Also one time when I had a fever as a child I SWEAR TO GOD my rainbow brite doll walked into the room. I know it was probably a fever hallucination, but you never know.

I feel like this would be a huge surprise to anyone who knows me, but I didn't like carebears as a kid! I thought they were too pushy trying to tell people how to feel. But then for my 22nd birthday my roommate got me a carebear, the yellow sunshine one, and was like "I saw this and thought of you immediately!" and it melted my heart, so now I love those little furballs.