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[mechanismj]

OH MY GOD YOU GUYS! You would not believe the fucking shit that has happened to me over the last few days. Almost all of it has to do with numbers. The rest of it has to do with love. It would take me HOURS to unravel it all on you! It's been so crazy that I just need to rest now.

[Numerator]

OH MY GOD YOU GUYS! You would not believe the fucking shit that has happened to me over the last few days. Almost all of it has to do with numbers. The rest of it has to do with love. It would take me HOURS to unravel it all on you! It's been so crazy that I just need to rest now.

please do elaborate after you've had your rest!

[mechanismj]

OH MY GOD YOU GUYS! You would not believe the fucking shit that has happened to me over the last few days. Almost all of it has to do with numbers. The rest of it has to do with love. It would take me HOURS to unravel it all on you! It's been so crazy that I just need to rest now.

please do elaborate after you've had your rest!

A few weeks ago, I started spending my time researching anything and everything, starting with my absolute disgust for money. I found myself wondering why I was going to work and what I had hoped to achieve there. So I flipped the dollar over and started looking real hard at it. The all seeing eye, the pyramid, the eagle, the webbish looking design. All of it seemed so strange to me. I had heard crazy things about it for years, but never looked into it for myself. From there, I went onto research the Federal Reserve sham, then secret government, eventually capping off with the Illuminati, Freemasonry, Cults, bloodline lineages, reptilians, aliens, etc. At this point I stumbled upon interviews with supposed members of these societies, and some of them were HIGHLY disturbing. Some were downright silly. Either way, I had fried my brain and decided to back off for a few days.

Eventually I crawl right back into where I left off, only now I was researching symbolism, religion, astrology, numerology and really weird things started to happen. I started seeing the shit EVERYWHERE. Seeing it in my favorite movies and hearing it in all of my favorite music. Placing strange connections I had never noticed before. Being the kind of guy that I am, I never really subscribed to any specific set of beliefs, and I think that was by design. I ended up finding myself reading between the lines on a lot of this shit, and it really blew my mind how much all of it connects. I began to see the subtle adjustments made to words in the English language throughout the years, and noticed certain numbers cropping up everywhere in my life.

All of this culminated with the events of June 7th when I decided to start using this stuff to my advantage. I got a girl's phone number out of it, made friends with people at work that I never normally talked to (truth be told I'm a pretty isolated individual), and witnessed the scariest thing I had ever seen.

My brother came over to visit and we ate some weed cookies and watched Woody Allen's Manhattan. We're both pretty toasted, especially my brother. I'm sitting there twirling drumsticks in my hands while watching the movie, my brother is sitting off to the right of me. He had been quiet for a while, but randomly mumbles something that catches my attention (I'm still not sure what he said, and either is he, but the things I think it were send chills down my spine). So I look over, and as I do, the glass of tea in his hand starts to spill to the ground. It drops, and both his legs kick straight up in the air, he cocks his head off to the right and his eyes are wide open! I jump up and shake him a little bit and start yelling at him to wake up. 20 seconds of this and I finally get a response. Only as he comes to, his lips start turning blue and his face turns deathly white. I finally get him to stand up and walk around, only he he doesn't acknowledge me and appears to be staring off into the void. He looked like the fucking walking dead! I give him a big hug, tell him I love him and that he's going to be fine. After a few minutes we begin making conversation, I get him to drink some water, and called my parents to come over and help me with him. Once it was over, I was left with my jaw dropped to the floor and this incredible adrenaline rush that I had never experienced before, and having been researching the things I had been, and still being somewhat stoned (though the experience pretty well sobered me right up), you can only imagine some of the thoughts swimming through my head at the time. Needless to say, I wanted out of my apartment for a while.

My parents take him home. I follow them. Still reeling from this, I decide to take a 3 hour drive out to the middle of nowhere till dawn. Once I got home, I parked my car and proceeded to walk around town for another hour or so. I was in absolute awe.

I'm a drummer, and have been slowly learning how to develop coordination between the left and right hands and feet. As I get better at this, the more I'm able the see and understand both sides of things more equally. I guess this can be equated to using both sides of the brain, which is also something I stumbled upon in my research. I read at one point that what is locking us into the state we're all in as a species, and society, is the fact that "the powers that be" are only teaching us to use the left sides of our brains, which is supposedly keeping us from "crossing into a 4th dimension", which is supposedly what 2012 might actually be about. Perhaps this is where the 10 percent of the brain theory comes into play. The left side apparently controls logic and reason, while the right handles creativity and imagination. I must be slowly developing the right side of my brain to be experiencing all this.

Toward the end of my research, I came across some videos of David Icke talking about "how to beat the Illuminati" etc. All of these new ways of perception and thinking have taught me that fear confines and love is the only thing that can free you. All of it blended together and I stumbled upon all of it at just the right times.

I suppose that is the moral of the story. Also, that the truth really is out there for anyone who wants to seek it. There is truth in every tangible thing out there. However, as Lavar Burton always said on Reading Rainbow, and it's the exact same thing that any great free thinker has ever said, "Don't take my word for it." You gotta do it yourself and what worked for me will probably not work for you.

So, yeah. Everything is kind of back to "normal" now. My bro went to the doctor and they told him that what most likely caused that (and they said it has happened numerous times before) is several factors that all lined up at the right time. The mugginess of my apartment, the uncomfortable chair he was sitting in, the fact that he apparently had to take a shit, etc. All he remembers of the situation was, as he put it, slowly getting sucked into a purplish void, and then me bringing him back out of it. All he remembers of the parts where he was up walking like a zombie were being really cold and not knowing what had just happened. He said it was kind of shocking. I really felt that I was meant to experience that as I did for a reason.

By the way, what I could swear I heard him say was, "Ok goodbye". And he said with such casualness that it was like he was letting go of life itself through my eyes. That really scares me. In fact, I'm shuddering thinking about it now... listening to the tail of end Music Is Math really adds to the chills.

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dammit, I just missed my 555th post

[hexagonLife]

dammit, I just missed my 555th post

lol.

Mechanism, that is an incredible story - i'm glad your brother is alright, how are you doing? Any thoughts on where you'll go from here?

Take care dude

hL

[zeitgeist]

check yer pm's mechanismj

[Earthbound]

Mechanism, that is an incredible story - i'm glad your brother is alright, how are you doing? Any thoughts on where you'll go from here?

Take care dude

hL

Second that.
Incredible story indeed.. It was good to read. Interesting.
That part about your brother gave me the chills. Ok, goodbye.. Shit, sounds like he was sort of letting go of life. You brought him back. You are a hero.

Take care mate.

[Numerator]

oh god please don't get into David Icke

[Earthbound]

oh god please don't get into David Icke

Why is that?

[Numerator]

oh god please don't get into David Icke

Why is that?

I'm not a fan - personally I think he's a dangerously unhinged and anti-semitic individual but each to their own I suppose

[boardsofdublin]

oh god please don't get into David Icke

Why is that?

I'm not a fan - personally I think he's a dengerously unhinged and anti-semitic individual but each to their own I suppose

I second and third that!!!! Keep away from his books, utter idle hands rubbish!

[hexagonLife]

I second and third that!!!! Keep away from his books, utter idle hands rubbish!

To each their own, I would agree but David Icke put himself in a hell of a position having a 'stable' career as a sports broadcaster and then announcing he was the son of god..so either it's true, or he's misinformed and possibly insane. I still think he seems to regular and intelligent though. Confusing case fo'sho (for me, anyway)..

[ryetronics]

Icke's the one who thinks the world's most powerful government officials are part of a reptilian race, right? Think V.

[infinite sevens]

Yeah there are some ideas of his that I might somewhat be able to fathom. But then he has the whole lizard/reptile people theory going on, which kind of takes me aback.

[Guido]

mechanismj, go see a psychiatrist

i'm not being cynical and i have good reason to advice you this.

[Tekmosis]

OH MY GOD YOU GUYS! You would not believe the fucking shit that has happened to me over the last few days. Almost all of it has to do with numbers. The rest of it has to do with love. It would take me HOURS to unravel it all on you! It's been so crazy that I just need to rest now.

please do elaborate after you've had your rest!

A few weeks ago, I started spending my time researching anything and everything, starting with my absolute disgust for money. I found myself wondering why I was going to work and what I had hoped to achieve there. So I flipped the dollar over and started looking real hard at it. The all seeing eye, the pyramid, the eagle, the webbish looking design. All of it seemed so strange to me. I had heard crazy things about it for years, but never looked into it for myself. From there, I went onto research the Federal Reserve sham, then secret government, eventually capping off with the Illuminati, Freemasonry, Cults, bloodline lineages, reptilians, aliens, etc. At this point I stumbled upon interviews with supposed members of these societies, and some of them were HIGHLY disturbing. Some were downright silly. Either way, I had fried my brain and decided to back off for a few days.

Eventually I crawl right back into where I left off, only now I was researching symbolism, religion, astrology, numerology and really weird things started to happen. I started seeing the shit EVERYWHERE. Seeing it in my favorite movies and hearing it in all of my favorite music. Placing strange connections I had never noticed before. Being the kind of guy that I am, I never really subscribed to any specific set of beliefs, and I think that was by design. I ended up finding myself reading between the lines on a lot of this shit, and it really blew my mind how much all of it connects. I began to see the subtle adjustments made to words in the English language throughout the years, and noticed certain numbers cropping up everywhere in my life.

All of this culminated with the events of June 7th when I decided to start using this stuff to my advantage. I got a girl's phone number out of it, made friends with people at work that I never normally talked to (truth be told I'm a pretty isolated individual), and witnessed the scariest thing I had ever seen.

My brother came over to visit and we ate some weed cookies and watched Woody Allen's Manhattan. We're both pretty toasted, especially my brother. I'm sitting there twirling drumsticks in my hands while watching the movie, my brother is sitting off to the right of me. He had been quiet for a while, but randomly mumbles something that catches my attention (I'm still not sure what he said, and either is he, but the things I think it were send chills down my spine). So I look over, and as I do, the glass of tea in his hand starts to spill to the ground. It drops, and both his legs kick straight up in the air, he cocks his head off to the right and his eyes are wide open! I jump up and shake him a little bit and start yelling at him to wake up. 20 seconds of this and I finally get a response. Only as he comes to, his lips start turning blue and his face turns deathly white. I finally get him to stand up and walk around, only he he doesn't acknowledge me and appears to be staring off into the void. He looked like the fucking walking dead! I give him a big hug, tell him I love him and that he's going to be fine. After a few minutes we begin making conversation, I get him to drink some water, and called my parents to come over and help me with him. Once it was over, I was left with my jaw dropped to the floor and this incredible adrenaline rush that I had never experienced before, and having been researching the things I had been, and still being somewhat stoned (though the experience pretty well sobered me right up), you can only imagine some of the thoughts swimming through my head at the time. Needless to say, I wanted out of my apartment for a while.

My parents take him home. I follow them. Still reeling from this, I decide to take a 3 hour drive out to the middle of nowhere till dawn. Once I got home, I parked my car and proceeded to walk around town for another hour or so. I was in absolute awe.

I'm a drummer, and have been slowly learning how to develop coordination between the left and right hands and feet. As I get better at this, the more I'm able the see and understand both sides of things more equally. I guess this can be equated to using both sides of the brain, which is also something I stumbled upon in my research. I read at one point that what is locking us into the state we're all in as a species, and society, is the fact that "the powers that be" are only teaching us to use the left sides of our brains, which is supposedly keeping us from "crossing into a 4th dimension", which is supposedly what 2012 might actually be about. Perhaps this is where the 10 percent of the brain theory comes into play. The left side apparently controls logic and reason, while the right handles creativity and imagination. I must be slowly developing the right side of my brain to be experiencing all this.

Toward the end of my research, I came across some videos of David Icke talking about "how to beat the Illuminati" etc. All of these new ways of perception and thinking have taught me that fear confines and love is the only thing that can free you. All of it blended together and I stumbled upon all of it at just the right times.

I suppose that is the moral of the story. Also, that the truth really is out there for anyone who wants to seek it. There is truth in every tangible thing out there. However, as Lavar Burton always said on Reading Rainbow, and it's the exact same thing that any great free thinker has ever said, "Don't take my word for it." You gotta do it yourself and what worked for me will probably not work for you.

So, yeah. Everything is kind of back to "normal" now. My bro went to the doctor and they told him that what most likely caused that (and they said it has happened numerous times before) is several factors that all lined up at the right time. The mugginess of my apartment, the uncomfortable chair he was sitting in, the fact that he apparently had to take a shit, etc. All he remembers of the situation was, as he put it, slowly getting sucked into a purplish void, and then me bringing him back out of it. All he remembers of the parts where he was up walking like a zombie were being really cold and not knowing what had just happened. He said it was kind of shocking. I really felt that I was meant to experience that as I did for a reason.

By the way, what I could swear I heard him say was, "Ok goodbye". And he said with such casualness that it was like he was letting go of life itself through my eyes. That really scares me. In fact, I'm shuddering thinking about it now... listening to the tail of end Music Is Math really adds to the chills.

[Infinite E]

how did you use david icke to get a girl's phone number? that sounds like the best story ever

[mechanismj]

Haha. I didn't use Icke to get a phone number. Icke is not even a very important part of the story. The point was that there is a little truth in everything out there... there's also a lot of bullshit. I liked what Icke was saying about thinking beyond the 3d universe. As far as the reptilian thing, I don't buy it. He's just as crazy as everyone else out there, so I pulled what I needed out of his story and applied it to my own. He made a really good point about looking beyond what you're scared of. He had a slight metaphysical bend that I found interesting.

As for me and my bro. He's doing fine, and I'm laying off all that truth seeking for a while. I wanna let it wash over me.

As for seeing a psychiatrist... let me put it to you this way. 2 weeks ago I went to the dentist for the first time ever. I'm 26 years old. Crazy, right? Well, the dentist and his assistants were all amazed at how well my teeth have held up over the years. Obviously I went there for a reason. They are starting to get a little bad now, but that's besides the point. I have a friend who had been to the dentist NUMEROUS times all his life. He's also 26 years old... and he has no teeth left. Coincidence... yeah probably, but still...

Why go put my trust in someone who's part of the system that I obviously don't believe in (otherwise this whole last week would have never happened) to tell me how I should be thinking and feeling, when it's FAR more fun and interesting to figure shit out on my own? Who can you trust more than yourself?

I asked for that girls number because I wanted her to come out to my gig, which was on the same day of the week as the amount of money she paid with. Silly, yeah. It was just a bizarre coincidence that I decided to use to my advantage. By the way, the girl never called me back, BUT, my band totally kicked ass! Best show we've done yet! Her loss, and that's fine, because I just got another gals number today, just by being ballsy and asking her out to dinner! You gotta understand where I'm coming from. I never used to be the kind of guy to just stroll up to a girl and ask her out, but it's SO MUCH EASIER now. Maybe all this crazy shit was some way of coming to terms with it.

I think the whole point of this, at least what I got out of it, is to not be afraid and let fear run your life. If there's something you want to do, by all means, get out there and do it! We do only live once... as far as I can tell. Is that so crazy?

Thanks for all the great responses guys! I'm not usually one to spill the beans about my personal life... especially on a forum. But this forum is like no other out there and we all know this! That's surely not a coincidence with the right eyes.

[Earthbound]

mechanismj, go see a psychiatrist

i'm not being cynical and i have good reason to advice you this.

What good reason do you have to advice a psychiatrist to someone?
Seems a bit harsh though..

[Guido]

starting to notice subliminal messages everywhere and seeing connections between anything may be a sign of losing contact with reality. personally i would be worried about myself if i started to experience that.

Why go put my trust in someone who's part of the system that I obviously don't believe in (otherwise this whole last week would have never happened) to tell me how I should be thinking and feeling, when it's FAR more fun and interesting to figure shit out on my own? Who can you trust more than yourself?

that's a good point though.