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sadly... happiness and good luck are missing in my life right now.

Really enjoying painting & drawing at the moment..excited to start university classes next week!

Numerator wrote:I'm 15 on monday
yay

Damn! I'm still 13

asymmetrical head wrote:sadly... happiness and good luck are missing in my life right now.

Sorry to hear buddy. I hope things get better for you soon.

I would say I'm pretty happy right now. Although I've really been craving drugs of any sort lately. Been having lots of flashbacks of late. I really miss doing drugs, but I know I can't get back into them. So I just have to learn to deal with it. I've been clean for almost 6 years now.

Synthestesia wrote:

Numerator wrote:I'm 15 on monday
yay

Damn! I'm still 13

Wow you guys are young, I just turned 26. Isn't it awesome that BoC can bring such a diverse age group together?

turquoise70 wrote:

polar sky wrote: Damn, sounds good! What kind of Rum you drinking? And what kind of Bud will you be toking?

i've been happily married to Sailor Jerry since midway through college As for the bud... it's just about perfect IMO, dense nuggies without too much of a head-trip high or too much body-lockup either, just a nice toasty tired feeling! And it cost me $10 less than most of what I've been finding around here. The economy sure does some shitty things to weed prices when it tanks

Nice! I've been drinking Kraken Dark Rum, it's really good. All that yummy weed talk has me wanting to pack my bong up and listen to some MHTRTC

I'm happy because I just finished my English final, finally I don't have to think about the value of life anymore.

I'm also happy because I'm a shoe-in for an A in history and my chemistry final wasn't as hard as it I thought it would be.

Overall this week has been a bit in my favor.

Wow! This thread really took off.

My two cents, visually:

dude, that's beautiful.


guys, i'm doing exactly what i said i would! woooooooooooo

life doesn't seem to be working in my favour like it does to others. I don't think it ever has in my past, either.
Going through the hardest time in my life at the moment. Never expected that life could get worse, but hell, it does. But! Even though i'm living by the day now and no longer see the meaning to life, i get to drink in the warm love of my supportive familly and i'm grateful for that. Also, i'm watching Friends for hours every day and find that i can still laugh out loud. Also, i had a fairly good day yesterday. Maybe it'll take less time before i'm back at zero than i thought. But more than zero i don't expect to be anymore, because that's what it does to a person when one finds out life is just a series of random events and relationships don't last. And now i'm just learning to be okay with that. And even though my good mood just lasted for a day, i have hope that there will be more days like that awaiting me.

Music, and my mind at peace.

Spenner wrote:Music, and my mind at peace.

TheSilenceEchoes wrote:Life is just a series of random events and relationships don't last. And now i'm just learning to be okay with that. And even though my good mood just lasted for a day, i have hope that there will be more days like that awaiting me.

Halfway between the past and the future...

Today started as an off-day for me but when I came home at noon 3 oot-cd's smiled at me, together with a 300+ page catalogue of a giant musical instrument store.

bleak. wrote:thanks for the congratulations polar sky, portiss and turquoise70!

i completely agree with you cole, my first trip was to the wonderful artists valley about 45 minutes drive from my home town. parked the car up and wandered around the woodlands photographing the river, trees and surroundings. really beautiful and serene place. from here, drove down to a little beach resort named clarach to watch the sun set over the sea. a few photographs of my day are below

Beautiful pictures. Man, why do I live in this dull place, I wish nature had a bit more variety in the Netherlands. I really need to start traveling, I really do.

A friend lent me "1984" - finally getting around to reading it. Every page is another mind blower and I'm only 80 into it.

Btw - those pictures are beautiful.

A couple of days ago I realized it was time to move on from someone I had been seeing but was going nowhere. Tonight I got a reply from someone I hit it off with well once to go to a gig with me (:

I was very happy when I realized that THIS

samples

I am always happy on friday, means that the working week is over and that I will probably get pissdrunk twice again.

This probably only makes me more miserable, but it has been a good solution for 8 years in a row now, so why stop?

portiss wrote:I am always happy on friday, means that the working week is over and that I will probably get pissdrunk twice again.

This probably only makes me more miserable, but it has been a good solution for 8 years in a row now, so why stop?

saw you post about that issue other times too, apparently something you're struggling with. i have (had) the same problem, pm me if you want.

going down to Seattle to see my best friend and then go see Bassnectar this weekend (ya, whatever, its a fun show) and then coming back to a pretty sweet life here in Canada.