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That I am becoming cold.

Never tell anyone your greatest fears, They may be used against you

I have an extreme phobia of worms or anything worm-like.

bungler666 wrote:I have an extreme phobia of worms or anything worm-like.

Avoid Dune, part two

My fears? being irrelevant, shit like Alzheimer's and dementia, anything that affects the self/mind

I will leave this quote here:

“Be ashamed to die until you have won some victory for humanity.”
― Horace Mann

That I will feel miserable and unfulfilled for the rest of my life and against all odds and the constant wishes of my own to be wrong, I will be validated that it wasn't in fact my fault or outlook, but truly a repeating stream of people and society letting me down.

That I really have no choice but to be alone for the rest of my life, and that every day I'm merely speaking into a vacuum; the abyss that stares back. Are any of you out there even real? I have very little way of proving so anymore.

Sometimes when I’ve spent a lot of my awake hours trying to solve a technical problem, I end up having nightmares where I’m stuck inside an irrational puzzle. I frustratingly keep trying the same combinations over and over in an infinite loop. Only upon later reflection is it obvious that the premise of the puzzle doesn’t even make sense.

Has anyone seen this shit? I guess I'm afraid of giant "progressive" cities.

https://youtu.be/BTD1qDBZSzw?si=_TKAy1CC9q3hH7TP
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