I don't know if I'm just in a weird mood, or if as you become an older IDM fan you just logically jump to this.. but....
Lately I find myself getting stranger and stranger in my listening habits with IDM. It used to be that I liked IDM because a lot of it was mellow and mood driven etc. etc. etc.
But as I get older I find myself thinking more and more "the MORE FUCKED UP THE BETTER!" and instead of listening to "Moodkid" or "Olson" I find myself turning a lot to songs like Clark's "Autumnal Crash" or Afx's "Ziggomatic" or equally harsh tracks. The more crazy, the more outlandish, the better, it seems.
And it's all coupled with this simultaneous sense that somehow the music I like really has no inherent meaning, and that somehow this crazy stuff reflects my experience more than the old ambient stuff I used to get off on more. I don't know why that's the case. But it is.
And so I think I understand why Autechre seems so out there. It's not cause they're deliberatley trying to fuck with you. Maybe it's because after you've been listening to electronica for long... that kind of stuff just logically follows.
I hope that made sense. Thoughts? Anyone else experienced this? Is it just a phase?



